I Hurt

I hurt.
I am sad.
Will this pain ever
Go away?

I sleep in his bed,
I wear his clothes-
Just to smell him.

I ask if it's okay,
To remember him.
And, it is-
With time.

I wear his watch,
Batteries gone-
Time does not matter to me,
It's only him I want.

I miss him,
I miss our life.
How will this emptiness
Ever be replaced?

It does not seem fair,
Cancer tagged out the fighter
But he didn't see it coming. 

The tears I shed,
Just will never be enough-
To fill an empty well.

I prayed for minutes,
And hours I was given,

But time is still all I want.